For a long time now I've been struggling with certain thoughts and feelings towards someone. Someone who sadly doesn't feel the same way towards me as I do to them. I've told myself a million times to forget about him and move on with my life, but it just seems to linger there like a big dark rain cloud over my head. I've done my best to put those feelings aside, I've even seen other people here and there, I hang out with my friends a lot, and I've been working steadily. I think most who are around me figure I've just moved on and dealt with it, but I just can't seem to shake this feeling of something. Its hard to say really, I just know that I should feel differently, and no matter how hard I try, or what I do, it just doesn't go away. I know this sounds weird, trust me, it sounds even weirder in my head, but I figured basically only my sister reads this anyways, and I don't mind her knowing what's rolling around in my head, so thought I would write it out to see if it made any more sense actually in wordy form... so far I'm still not sure. I guess we'll just have to wait and see... And here I thought things were supposed to get easier when I got old and grown up! The fairly tales are all lies I tell you!